Suzanne

There are no words to describe the retreat, to say it was transformative and a return to my true self is even an understatement. The feelings of self love that I now have are immense and transcend language. I connected with the divine mother; she had been with me my entire life. I see how she has kept me safe and continues to be with me. She breathes energy and connection into my soul and I know I am part of something powerful. I was able to release the pain and shame the cells in my body were holding; none of that energy was my own. I journeyed through generations of pain and found clarity and forgiveness towards myself and my mother. The opening of my heart and release of the pain had a symbiotic movement that required each to dance with one another in order for me to become whole. I reclaimed my own body and my sexuality. I learned to have gratitude for all of me even my pain and anxiety, THIS has shifted things immensely. After the retreat, I had a dream about the divine mother shining over me and then I rolled like a child down a hill of clover. I landed at the bottom close to two bears, they were belly up and frolicking. I was a little nervous but also felt safe and felt immense joy. I started to walk away and felt them following me. I knew in my heart they had always been with me and they continue to walk beside me.

-Suzanne